So even though this:
wasn't my fault, I am feeling really guilty! I have been so busy with work and school that I have not been around much. This just made me realize that some things that I usually take care of (like applying sunscreen) are being done or not being done by others and I hate it! I love what I am learning and experiencing and just have to keep telling myself it will be so worthit.
6 more months...I hope we can survive!